There is no rhyme or reason No joy to spread or partake No reason for the life I lead or For the hate I leave in my wake And there is no respite from this chaos which disrupts all my control and act No respite as I fight for calm In my lies lie all my facts Won’t you trust me? Won’t you consider these fibs I tell? I beg you to believe me. And buy these nightmares I have to sell. Share my misery & make me wretched I am beautiful only tonight, only for you Won’t shed a tear, as I grip you in fear No one’s person, No one’s true I am beautiful only tonight, only for you As everyone fades, so will I One day, one happy day When peace beckons, and the sprint ends One day, one gorgeous day So will I There is no ground for my sorrow No ground underneath me at all, anymore I float in my dreams, to stay afloat with reality Spiraling, pushing, pulling, confined, constrained, constricted Smiling, laughing, socializing, all the time… My miserable existence about to crash.